OP I NI
Lately, i have been in cruel phase in life, but i know that is not the cruelest phase in my life, but, it's funny when you feel like you don't trust yourself anymore, and you think your mind is your worst enemy, and what would you do if you are in my fucking position? it'll makes you don't know how to make a good vibe or things. And i'm sure this is often the case for some of you guys.
And yesterday, randomly i want to watch a movie, and it's like Semesta yang mengendalikan untuk i choose a movie that left me feel fine inside and happy for a while.
AMERICAN BEAUTY
A Movie by Sam Mendes
A sexually frustrated suburban father has a mid-life crisis after becoming infatuated with his daughter's best friend.
This movie was just very good for me to feel the reflection about another beauty perception.
In life, i almost frequently thinking about everything what is in front of me as reality and ignoring the other side, like Plato's Cave said, it's a mistake, but i did.
And, Ricky Fitts say something crucial and it consumes me,
"But helps me remember, i need to remember ... sometimes there's so much beauty in the world, i feel like i can't take it, and my heart is just going to cave in"
ya, i often forget about the beauty behind the weird, pain, or chagrin feeling, or the worst something ever, and always thinking truly beauty is about physically, moral police, a good social, has so many things, it's like friends or money, but, it's just dragging me to phase down, and always do something that is distorted by social.
"So, imagine that you are one of the prisioners. You cannot look at anything behind or to the side of you, you must look at the wall in front of you".
-PLATO
I kinda feel a bit better after watching this over and over again, and stop to hate my own self, stop comparing my life to the other one, and i feel like i can be really happy with my weird things in life.... ya, i'm weird.
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